Friends, I have $6 to my name.
My internet goes off in a few hours. ($59)
I need to raise $600 total urgently for my May expenses.
My rent is 2 weeks past due, and there is an open eviction proceeding in court.
I will probably need $600 for June, as my Social Security app is still pending.
I would really like to raise $1,200 if possible.
Fastest way to send me money is Paypal:
TinyURL.com/DonateToBillHuston
I hate to ask my friends and donors for cash.
You have bailed me out before: I am so very grateful to you.
Sometimes I don’t know if I am doing enough to help people.
I have daily struggles that no one really knows about.
I have so much self doubt.
I have no sources of income other than Substack, which pays enough for my internet or a sack of groceries. I live extremely frugally.
I have suffered some devastating recent attacks against my character.
There are some very well-known people involved, so I’m finding it difficult to know what to say about it. Extremely cruel, unfair, unkind, and untrue things were said about me, and my work for the last two years.
I’ll say this:
Getting kicked in your raison d'etre may actually hurt worse then getting kicked in the nutsack.
I have tried to work in the Public Interest for 25 years. I have had many successes in my campaigns to protect clean air, clean drinking water, and community character from various industrial assaults, including defeating a hazardous waste incinerator in my village during CONVID lockdowns.
Some highlights of my COVID work:
A few of my FOILs included in Christine Massey’s collection
Charles Kovess, moderator for MD4CE chews my ass! (Language Warning!)
I am a researcher who contributes to Planet Waves FM, including this recent episode. (First 15m, then segment 2 after astrology and music) https://planetwaves.fm/politics-of-virus-no-virus-betty-dodson/
Thank you Christine Massey for giving me a quote in your recent article about Dr. David Martin.
I have been working on a couple of projects related to Debbie Lusignan (RIP):
a) An online memorial service for her that everyone can attend and participate in, and also b) the Sane Progressive Archive Project. Both are going nowhere, and I am getting legal threats from Debbie’s family. I’m not giving up yet.
Thank you for your support, my friends. When you give me money, it tells you that you believe it me. And when you tell me that you believe in me, it helps me to belive in myself.
Because I am having a crisis of self confidence. I am really depressed. I wonder what I should be doing with my time on Earth. I feel like giving up quite often. I am so sad.
I have been having waves of depression around Debbie. I feel so lost now that she is gone. I feel like there was something I could have done more to help her. There is something I could have done where she would be alive today.
If you want to send me a note or a donation and tell me that you value me, that you value my work, now would be a good time. I am really sad and out of sorts.
I have a LOT of content I am trying to bring you, but I am VERY insecure right now with my food/shelter/internet. Until my Soc. Sec. comes thru.
I really would like to raise $1,200, which gets me until the end of June.
Fastest way to send me money is Paypal:
TinyURL.com/DonateToBillHuston
Or you can purchase a Paid Subscription.
Thank you, & Blessings.
BH
I encourage everyone to please pay it forward. 🙏
I thought about Bill all day after reading about his time of need. I just made a donation. Let it be auspicious. 🕉️
I often ask myself, “why is this happening to me?” Without exception -- it might take a minute, an hour, a day, a week, a month, a year or longer -- I find out why.
Maybe it’s a lesson. Maybe it needed to happen for me to be at a place in a timeframe.
I also try yo remember that confusion is a state of learning. God knows I’ve experienced my share of confusion. At some point I’m confident you’ll look back and you will see why.
I haven’t had the pleasure of meeting you, but what little I know of you, I am compelled to offer my support. God bless you. 🙏
Making steel ain’t easy. 🔪
I donated a while back but now things are tight, sorry!
Hopefully you do well once the social security kicks in.