WTF Happened?

Damn good question

Claudia Stauber

Dear Claudia,

Blessed soul!
Dear friend—

I don’t really want to make this public,
but I don’t really have an open line to you at this moment.

So… here goes…

First:

Claudia—

I treasure you!
I appreciate you!
I adore you!
I respect you!
I am a HUGE FAN!

I value your friendship.

My experience with you, however, on a personal level, has been like a vast, desolate desert of FIRE and Sand and ACID Rain.

But! Within this vast expanse of soul-torture, there exists a tiny Oasis of Love, Compassion, and Kindness, Friendship and Support.

I am SO PRIVILEGED to have met you there, once or twice (maybe thrice 😊) where I felt loved, treasured, respected, & adored by you.

That was so nice!

You gave me a gift once which truly could be the highest moment of my life. I want to shout this story from the rooftops. But it was such an incredibly private moment that I shared with you. I feel if I speak about it, it would ruin it.

When I write it out on a piece of paper, the basic story, and look at the words on the page, I think,

“Wow. Did that really happen???!!!”

The Late, Great Bill Hicks, whom I share a weird connection to. (multiple)

That experience that we shared reminds me of the great Bill Hicks’ “Gifts of Forgiveness” sketch:

The heavens parted, God looked down
and rained Gifts of Forgiveness Unto my Being,
Healing me on every level...
...Psychically, Physically, Emotionally...

And I realized our true nature is Spirit, not Body,
that We are Eternal Beings...
...and God's Love is Unconditional!
There's nothing we can ever do to change that.

It is only our illusion that we are separate from God,
or that we are alone...
In fact, the reality is

We are ONE with God
and He loves us.

— Bill Hicks

(Warning: the video quality here is very bad. Please focus on the spoken word)

That’s what it felt like to me. A high point of my life.

Thank you, Dear, Sweet Claudia!
For sharing that moment with me.
Holy God.
❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ 🙏😊🙇‍♂️ + (🌹)

I really cannot thank you enough.

I will treasure you forever. Nothing will ever change that. You can kick me in the nutsack, throw pig shit on me, trash my name. You can call me a Soros Shill and Piss FIRE at me all day long.

I don’t care!

I will adore you, and treasure you, and be forever in your debt.

“To look for a reason just might kill it”

The Difference — King’s X

I walked through a garden in the morning
i walked right into a change
no words were spoken just a feeling
and i cannot explain
but i can feel the difference
i can feel the difference
wind it comes and it blows
where it comes from i don't know
to look for a reason might just kill it
and i cannot explain (x3)
(but i can feel the difference)

But I cannot explain…

My Pledge: I will never judge you, Claudia

Blessed soul,

I have some small idea what you have been going through.
TRUST ME. Because I have been going through the same thing.

For you, it must be 10,000x worse.

I know what she meant to you, and you to her.
I mean, …I really know.
You know?

I adore you, truly!

Dear Claudia, I just want to tell you something.
You, in my eyes, are near perfection.

Look, I am NOT seeking a mate or a partner
at this stage of my life! OK?
I’m pretty much solo from here on out.

But if I was looking for a partner,
Wow! You check all of the boxes!

You are a near clone of my ex-wife.
All of your homesteading skills.
I used to call her, “farm girl”.

(Hey D., please check in sometime, if you are out there!)

And, you share with me the independent media background.
And activism.
(My ex- wasn’t really into that)

I think you are charming, and brilliant, and a true visionary in your own right!

And your care and concern for animals…

I am in love!

And we share a major connection, thru Debbie.

I really don’t know why you hate me so!

Because I’m a “Soros Shill”? (I have no connection to Soros!)
Because I practice good science and reason? Because I use my eyes and my brain? Because I follow where the facts lead me? Because I have a different view than you on exactly 3 issues?

And what baffles me is that you have SUCH VERY STRONG OPINIONS on these issues (Peak Oil, “Climate Change”, Chemtrails), yet, you seem unable to state your position clearly, …or hear mine. You can’t seem to clearly state your position, BUT! YOU CAN HATE ME FOR MINE?

God forbid we have a polite conversation about these topics, or a moderated debate. (A public conversation between us on this topics I think would be enormously popular!)

I think that friend that we shared in common, I’m pretty sure she was all for an open debate, a full hearing of the facts on all sides.

Judgement Leads to Hate

It seems to me that you are forming a false-judgement about me, and using this as an excuse to hate me.

This brings me such sorrow!

Whatever it is, I think we both can learn and grow if we can find a way to move through these prickly areas that we suffer together.

I long for a connection with you.

Please connect with me

Claudia, please call me.
When you can. When you are ready.
No pressure.
I think you have my number.

I can resend it, just in case you burned the slip of paper it was on in effigy.
Haha! 😂🤣 Lol!

Here is my promise to you:

• Absolutely no agenda.

• Things will remain private between you and I.

• I will never judge you.

Can you please find some time for me?

I just want to know…

WTF Happened?

I promise great discretion.

Much Love, Respect, Adoration, Affection,
and Kindness for you, Dear Lady!

10,000 blessings to you and yours.
🙏❤️😊🙇‍♂️,
and a🌹for our friend.